剩三天，就回了。。

可以不要回KL吗。。>_< 我会舍不得。。

happy new year

happy new year~ 2 more days!

happy mood come come come~~~

let's party and forget everything!! LoLx.

Heart

my heart is heavy..

Burdens~

Im weak..

I am so blessed!

Thank God!
I am so happy..I am so blessed.
I have God in my life. I have a warm and loving family.
I have leaders to accountable to.
I have friends to sampat together.
Praise God for everything!

This evening,Mummy bought me a new spectacle and contact lenses~
Altogether cost almost RM400. That's alot!
Yesterday bought me new shoes some more.
hmmm..I am really blessed!

I went station1 dinner with ah hang.
He told me the things my mum told him when they had a meal together.
it's about me.
Hang: Auntie.做么有时你不理雪雯或者常常骂她咧？
Mum: 我也不知道，有时看到她的脸就是很想骂她。。
Hang: 【forgot dy..】
Mum: 但是她真的很乖。。我很喜欢她～

well..that's enough.I am really satisfy already.
She always always judge me,scold me..But!
Praise me every where anytime to everyone (except me).
I know and I know..''Don't know how to express'' is my family culture..
They just don't know how to express,scold me seems become the easiest way.
But I understand! and I appreciate..I am thankful,I have them!
Daddy also..Keep adjusting the temperature of the air cond for me.
Scared I feel hot or can't sleep well.

Went out with sister~
Sing K with her and her friends..
My jiejie always proud to introduce me to her friends 1..
''This is my sister, xue wen!''
''She sings very nice 1''
''My sister very pretty 1~''(she says so when I am not there)

As for my brother, very cute 1..
sometimes give me a call, asking ''你在哪里？'',''几时回来？''
hehe..My family..Always Warm my heart.

Today is a meaningful day.
I manage to spend time with zhabo~
chat awhile with her when her lunch time..hehe..(happy to see you)

tomorrow continue clean my house,learn new things..And spend time with them^^
and also,you~
I am supporting you!
few more days..Tahan few more days!!
''Miracle that rewards is come on its way~''
Aza Aza fighting!

开心我拥有的一切！
Lord,with You I can do anything.
Everything I have come from You.
thank You~^^
[with Love,with Joy~]

BP~

在bp了咯！thank God I have a safe journey^^
从今天算起呢，我会有20天在bp..
这是我好好跟家人相处的时间！
当然，我不要让我这宝贵的假期被facebook和msn填满~
我要开始减肥！ehmm..是keep fit!
那样新年我就不会被讲圆。。
而且，也有空间吃。。[我减肥是为了吃更多。。XD]

明天开始，要打扫除了~
也要早睡早起~
对了！准时！不管去哪里，驾车出去都好，都要准时~让时间追我。。^_^
我觉得很开心，因为我今天做了很多事。。
5pm开始买东西，煮东西，洗东西，吃homemade食物，买鞋子，又吃东西！！

今天早上还跟Shir一起吃东西。。
她请我去secret recipe吃~
爱死她了！她真的很疼我。。^^
当然，也跟她谈了重要的事情。。
[不急，不能急]是所有的答案~

嗯嗯~要睡了咯！明天要去找女人,带她出去喝茶~再回去做工。。呵呵。。期待看到你！
还有，等着你，一起go makan Non stop~hehe!
眼镜。。断了。我需要眼镜。。>_<(ask mama sponsor..hehe)
Auntie淑芬，我也超想你的！（我们的老地方-McD)
.........
This will be my fruitful holiday!
I m looking forward! Utilize my 20days~
Happy holiday everyone!^^

When you believe..

think of this song suddenly..

Nice one!

There can be miracles, when you believe..

Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill

Who knows what miracles you can achieve

When you believe, somehow you will

You will.. when you believe~

Just believe..In your heart..

you will when you believe~ #

I care so much of people's opinion.>_<

Here I am, shifting my focus on God again..

Well.. people are subjective.. They say different things to you.

Since there is answer in you, go asking around for what? just want to prove yourself is right?

Silly me.. Very tired lo.

I want focus on how He looks me. Yeah.. That's enough~

* What you focus will grow! *

what am I focusing today?my problem? my assignment? my family..?

hmm, of cause-Problems all go away..

I am focus on my God. my family. and ...

I pray and I ask and I BELIEVE~

miracles are coming to town..haha!

Oh ya! Finish exam already lo!^^

Had an outing with classmates after the last paper..

''WooHoo'', the story is nice!

Meaningful..

Bp..wait me..few more days~hehe..

2 more..2 more 2 go..

I am super tired~

physically..mentally..

how long I didn't sleep at night already?

>_<''

the moment I would like to give up..

There is always someone there for me..

Maybe not one, but many..

For me, I know they are the angels who guide me~^^

Lee Choo sent me message..

" Hey, just said a prayer for you...Keep up the spirit to give your very best. Those who endure till the end shall be saved. I know you can do it..''

and after I replied, she sent me another one,

''I know it's not easy.. But pray and depend on the strength of God.. As long as you don't give up but believe, miracle will come on its way...''

and also what you told me,

‘‘说好一起加油的！不要放弃！！！’’

Japanese Language! and Principle of Int. Finance!

today and tomorrow!

I will keep going on~

I don't care how serious is my Obakak, my pimple..[ I will care after exam,haha! ]

but, I want to KEEP MY SPIRIT to give my very Best! I won't give up but I believe..^__^

Good morning!!~

I gonna miss these days after my exam..^^

exam exam exam~

haha..I always update my blog 1 day before my exam..XD

speechless la.. This is so called, Procrastination.

Anyway, suddenly I feel like want to gym, want to learn english, want to study others' subject. Gain knowledge ma..I told myself.

HOR SHIR WEN!!

WAKE UP!!

hmm..I am going to KFC. continue my 10 chapters la.[OMG]

Good luck to Me..and my Bb, and all my course-mates.^^

Also, Jiayou my dear~

Happy~

I am Happy! Hahaha..=P

I will have 1 more paper tomorrow morning. Cross Cultural Studies..

I am going to church at 6.30pm.

It's the first CWPM-church wide prayer meeting in 2010..Will be great.^^

after that,i will join the leaders' meeting. hehe. Nice!

Oh ya. Today is our brother, Jason tham's birthday!

Hehe..Happy birthday to you~^^

Tonight! Fight for tomorrow's paper!! Aza Aza all my friends!

hmmm.. Let me conclude this post.

-I am Happy!- xD

New Year Resolutions! =P

hahaha! it's 18th January !

hmmm.. I am going to write out my New Year Resolutions..

still January, so I think still logic to write this~ haha, it's never too late~

My Goals for 2010 (8 areas)

Spiritual Life

1. Finish reading bible by following the guideline written in the NKJV.

2. Pray Everyday.

3. Lead praise&worship and guitarist in cg.

4. Continue serve and more on fire in choir ministry.

5. Join community care.

Family&Friends

1. Spend more time at home when at bp.

2. Call mummy.

3. Update friends.

Health

1. Lose weight and then maintain at xxkg!

2. Go to gym at least once a week.

3. Sleep at 1am. [ Jiayou!!!!!! ]

Emotional,Psychological Growth

1. Be happy and Smile~ haha..

2. Control my anger,calm down and not to affect others as well.[When I am impatient]

Education, Intellectual, Professional

1. Get CGPA 3.4 and above for my diploma.

2. Read Booksss.

3. Improve my english!

Material

1. Debts-free..( sounds like duty-free..)

2. Fulfill my building funds, faithful in tithe and offering.

3. Camera~

Leisure

1. Outing to Broga Hill also jungle trekking with cg members. [ at least 2 big outing! ]

2. 1 trip with friends.

3. Must sleep everyday. [ no more sleepless night ]

Creativity

1. Learn more about desserts, coffee. [ how to do desserts..]

2. More guitar skills and chords.

Yea yea yeah!! Done 7788 already!

I am so happy~ [hahaha!]

-->I just went gym yesterday. Really great la~

Other than that,

-->I had a 1 hour+ chit-chat time with mummy~ [^^]

And also,

-->I made the first call (since i came KL) to Daddy..

I am so paisey~ But I finally make it!

Although didn't talk much with daddy as he was playing chess with his friends,

but I know I had delivered my msg to him..that is: I miss him.

He is so sweet, still forward a message to tell me he is so sorry that cannot chat with me at that time.

Seriously, when i reply his message, I am really touch and bu she de..(want cry dy..T.T)

Why say sorry..

I suppose to call back, but this call seems so precious to him. that he says sorry because he missed it.

*Family is always my priority..I love them so much!

Love them^^

Happy birthday to you~

Happy birthday To: Lau Ee Hang

2010 dy..20 already..

Things are so different now. Changed..and still changing..

I think it's time to have a new way to deal with new year and new life ya?

Jiayou always. You can Do it!

Don't be afraid. If you fall down, He is always there, back up,support you and help you~

Of course I am here as well..if you need my help..

I am sorry about my late wishes.. Just thinking about what to tell you and send to you.

Hope you understand and don't get upset..

I will still keep walking..you take time and rest a while..

after that, remember to RUN and catch up the distance..

Everyone is still moving on..you can't find anyone if you stop too long and look back..because they are in front you too..

I want you to be happy too..

you deserved to have a happy life and enjoy it..

Have a great 2010! Jiayou Hang!

[ for 17th January 2010 ]

Procrastinating...

..............................................................................................
Exam Soon~ 5more hours. Business Communication!

I love you.you are interesting..but! why we need to have a paper like you?

You are all about Common sense..

i don't like memorize things.. and Now~

I am procrastinating..lolx..

Stressed man..So many chapters to go, Formats to memorize..

Zzz..??

Shirley gave me this..she is ''Stress Ball''.

know why? haha..just pinch her..to release stress! xD

Noh..become like this..ahahahahaha!!!

hehe..Back to my revision..

Hor Shir Wen! Aza Aza Fighting!!!!!!

I am NOT going to give up! =)

说好一起加油的！不要放弃！！！

wondering..

哈哈。。今天的我可以心情不好一下吗？。。。

[海边~沙滩~现在想去耶。。=P]

刚才看到照片，真的觉得我很像笨蛋..

我的出现对你们来说是什么呢？我被利用了吧？

如果说我们是朋友，那为什么做那么多让人误会的事？

嗯。。本来就希望你们和好，

但是我不开心的是，你就只有在需要我的时候这么积极的找我。。

这个真的让我很失望。。

Pastor Derek上个星期还教了我们要谅解人的mistakes,

That is really right! No one is perfect..I can't expect them act in the way that I wish,right?

Only God is perfect. Only trusting in Him will not get hurt, will not disappointed.

我希望你们可以坦白的面对彼此之间的感情。

知道你们是合适的。。加油吧！[记得：坦白+沟通]

I know, everything happens,there is a purpose for it.

God is a purposeful God. I am here, not by chance.

我出现在你们的生命里也绝对不是偶然。。

希望我的出现，让你们更珍惜对方，看清楚你们要的是什么。。

要不然，我真的觉得我的出现很多余。。=.=

今天的我，很想念很想念陪我一起很久了的姐妹。。朋友。。My dears..还有姐姐。。

你们的真，我真的很珍惜。。

哈哈。。考试加油！倒数三天！

Aza Aza Fighting!!

Leaders' Meeting!

tonight I am going to join the leaders' meeting at church! Officially!

So happy. Just like xx(forgot who already..) said : 即期待又还怕受伤害的心情。。haha!

I am very excited. More things to do and learn.

I am quite scared because there are things I can't do it well and bring trouble to subzone.

Well..I am gonna work on my brain. I have to train my brain to remember things well!

Can't forget. Can't find excuse!

Yesterday I watched Avatar 3D at pavilion!

Nice! I will love the movie even more if the subtitle is shown.

Lol.. Is it because that is 3D, so people no need subtitle and just enjoy the effect?

haha.. I cant really understand. Too bad..

Have to thank sampat Na for his time- travel (it's a long long journey) from nilai to pavilion and watch with me.

Thanks for this expensive movie and Starbucks. So nice! the Mocha. ^^ your Latte really taste...errrr...==''

Decided to exercise once a week for 2010! haha..Not enough? Well..better than once a semester..=P

Going to have lecture already..[ business communication ]

Ganbate for today!

happy! because i have set my vision.

Yeah..The best is yet to come! Believing there are so much more..Love YOU.^^

[ miss mummy..]

All things New! Hope^^

reading Pastor Kong's Blog..

learnt this..

''we must engage the marketplace of business, education, government, arts and entertainment, and the mass media. And this is our destiny, not just to preach the message but to be that message''

Not to preach the message, but to be that message!!

yeah..i got it!

Just do it..^^

happy new year Everyone!!

Goodbye 2009..Hello 2010!

Pastor Kevin preached about 'Confidence' in the service just now.^^

everything is new every year..I m new everyday in God.^^

when we feel new, there is a sense of hope..

Eg: new year,new start, I got to do well in my new semester. Leaving my failure behind. Move on! I will make it this year!

This is the power of the new beginning.^^

with hope works with confidence=Success!

*without Hope,we died in inside,Because we don't have anything to look forward to.

Hope is So Important!

*But if hope without Confidence, We can't do it. [We ONLY THINK it.]

hope, can also say as confidence!

It gives us strength..it pleases our heart..It's a good and positive thing,it's something for FUTURE!

[ confidence to carry out the task , to finish what we planned to accomplish! ]

-> have confidence(strategy) to speak what we believe in, and what I want to achieve.

What is your dream for 2010??

For me, i would want to have a breakthrough in my time and financial management!

better relationship with my family! Friends..

Have a larger capacity to do more things..Greater things..

[When I know who I am,then I will know what I have!]

I have been renewed. Recharged. With strength..with hope..with Confident(strategy)!

** God won't move, Unless you move.

[ don't ever expect God will bless you a good result, unless you really put in effort to study for the exam. ]

[ don't ever expect God will restore the relationship between my family and I, unless i Do something for them and show how I love them in actions. ]

Do more and more..keep growing..^^