wondering..

哈哈。。今天的我可以心情不好一下吗？。。。

[海边~沙滩~现在想去耶。。=P]

刚才看到照片，真的觉得我很像笨蛋..

我的出现对你们来说是什么呢？我被利用了吧？

如果说我们是朋友，那为什么做那么多让人误会的事？

嗯。。本来就希望你们和好，

但是我不开心的是，你就只有在需要我的时候这么积极的找我。。

这个真的让我很失望。。

Pastor Derek上个星期还教了我们要谅解人的mistakes,

That is really right! No one is perfect..I can't expect them act in the way that I wish,right?

Only God is perfect. Only trusting in Him will not get hurt, will not disappointed.

我希望你们可以坦白的面对彼此之间的感情。

知道你们是合适的。。加油吧！[记得：坦白+沟通]

I know, everything happens,there is a purpose for it.

God is a purposeful God. I am here, not by chance.

我出现在你们的生命里也绝对不是偶然。。

希望我的出现，让你们更珍惜对方，看清楚你们要的是什么。。

要不然，我真的觉得我的出现很多余。。=.=

今天的我，很想念很想念陪我一起很久了的姐妹。。朋友。。My dears..还有姐姐。。

你们的真，我真的很珍惜。。

哈哈。。考试加油！倒数三天！

Aza Aza Fighting!!

Leaders' Meeting!

tonight I am going to join the leaders' meeting at church! Officially!

So happy. Just like xx(forgot who already..) said : 即期待又还怕受伤害的心情。。haha!

I am very excited. More things to do and learn.

I am quite scared because there are things I can't do it well and bring trouble to subzone.

Well..I am gonna work on my brain. I have to train my brain to remember things well!

Can't forget. Can't find excuse!

Yesterday I watched Avatar 3D at pavilion!

Nice! I will love the movie even more if the subtitle is shown.

Lol.. Is it because that is 3D, so people no need subtitle and just enjoy the effect?

haha.. I cant really understand. Too bad..

Have to thank sampat Na for his time- travel (it's a long long journey) from nilai to pavilion and watch with me.

Thanks for this expensive movie and Starbucks. So nice! the Mocha. ^^ your Latte really taste...errrr...==''

Decided to exercise once a week for 2010! haha..Not enough? Well..better than once a semester..=P

Going to have lecture already..[ business communication ]

Ganbate for today!

happy! because i have set my vision.

Yeah..The best is yet to come! Believing there are so much more..Love YOU.^^

[ miss mummy..]

All things New! Hope^^

reading Pastor Kong's Blog..

learnt this..

''we must engage the marketplace of business, education, government, arts and entertainment, and the mass media. And this is our destiny, not just to preach the message but to be that message''

Not to preach the message, but to be that message!!

yeah..i got it!

Just do it..^^

happy new year Everyone!!

Goodbye 2009..Hello 2010!

Pastor Kevin preached about 'Confidence' in the service just now.^^

everything is new every year..I m new everyday in God.^^

when we feel new, there is a sense of hope..

Eg: new year,new start, I got to do well in my new semester. Leaving my failure behind. Move on! I will make it this year!

This is the power of the new beginning.^^

with hope works with confidence=Success!

*without Hope,we died in inside,Because we don't have anything to look forward to.

Hope is So Important!

*But if hope without Confidence, We can't do it. [We ONLY THINK it.]

hope, can also say as confidence!

It gives us strength..it pleases our heart..It's a good and positive thing,it's something for FUTURE!

[ confidence to carry out the task , to finish what we planned to accomplish! ]

-> have confidence(strategy) to speak what we believe in, and what I want to achieve.

What is your dream for 2010??

For me, i would want to have a breakthrough in my time and financial management!

better relationship with my family! Friends..

Have a larger capacity to do more things..Greater things..

[When I know who I am,then I will know what I have!]

I have been renewed. Recharged. With strength..with hope..with Confident(strategy)!

** God won't move, Unless you move.

[ don't ever expect God will bless you a good result, unless you really put in effort to study for the exam. ]

[ don't ever expect God will restore the relationship between my family and I, unless i Do something for them and show how I love them in actions. ]

Do more and more..keep growing..^^

X'mas Drama Production! Zhabo forever~

I am going to Church christmas drama production later!

the title for this year x'mas drama is : Operation: Save The World.

cool~ I can't wait for it ady..[ must be very cool, touching and funny 1.^^]

more detail for this event>>[ http://www.facebook.com/event.php?eid=213336469269&ref=ts ]

I am happy because Latte Bb always keep her promise..

she promised me, and feel excited to go for production also, thxx Bb!

Penny is going also, wow! Praise God.

I hope both of you can really enjoy tonight and have a lot of Fun!

I bought bus ticket already. Evan acc me went pudu yesterday.[So nice..He worried that i go Pudu alone at 9pm+ also la. Thx Sampat. ]

24th back bp. not much feeling also.Well, my mum really so angry at me.

So stress to think about going back home.

[ jiayou jiayou! HSW!]

Joz and I made tang yuan yesterday..haha! Alot of gingers inside, end up we all crying.

but still comfort ourselves: good ma, ginger,去风。

hehe..anyway, feel good la. still can eat it at KL..[miss my mum cook de~]

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* Zhabo, miss you so much.

the time we can spend together getting lesser. Sometimes I am busy, sometimes you busy.

Recently can't meet up you too, coz i am still here.

I agreed with you that, too many things happened already, it's so hard to talk about it.

Don't know where to start also. But, I know our friendship is not built in 2 weeks time, but at least 2 years.

we are adult now. Friendship remains the same? it's not that possible.

But why not we have a new way for our friendship?

no longer the same like we still studying in smka..

all things new. I believe, when there is a will, there is a way.

Since both of us, are still love each other so much, and reserved a place in heart that is belong to each other.

Then there is no way that our friendship will just end like that.

We are still the same. I m still Hor Shir Wen. Tan Pei San's zhabo.

never never change. i never never forget! ^^

Miss you..and will see you soon okay!

My life is wonderful. Many things happened. Just like a drama.

although have to face all things, and solve the problems, but..I Love It.

better than i can't find meaning,purpose in life. Better than i got nothing to do.

I like a guy. Admire him. But, still.. I will listen to what Father tells me.

Always remember the Digi's slogan : I will follow You~ ^^

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Going to prepare myself already!

Pump gas with Latte Bb, then fetch Penny, and go to church!

Still a happy day.

EvErything I have, I know, from You~ thank You..

照顾好自己。。

faster recover!!! I prayed for the Healing power..

and I know that God is working..

Jiayou ok? Be strong..Tahan a little bit more..

[ I am so worry~ i walked so much just now~ ]

Why Bad Things Happen to Good People?

I just read an article from Ps.Kong Hee's blog.
It's really great article!
Pastor talked about how bad things happen to Job. Within 24 hours, Job lost his entire business and family.But Job still trust in God.
It's never easy for anyone to go through the difficult times and tough situations. However when terrible things happen to us, Pastor Kong mentioned few things that we need bear in mind.

1.Know that God is not angry with you.
2.Realize that you are in a spiritual warfare.
3.Believe that God is ultimately in control.
4.Offer up the sacrifice of praise.
5.Understand that God is seeking to make you better.
6.Develop the capacity to obediently endure
7.Get ready for the double portion.

I like this: [God is more interested in our character than our comfort. He is a very purposeful God and never arbitrary in His treatment concerning us. That is why when we do not see His hand, we must learn to trust His heart. If not, we will become confused, resentful and bitter. That is precisely why we need faith in our walk with Him. The silence of God will make you wonder if He even cares, but He does. The silence of God will make you wonder if He is even there, but He is. Faith is never for the good times, it is always for the difficult times.]
-So, when the time i start wondering, this is definitely recharge me!

and also i love this..: [Trusting God is when you do not need an explanation from Him for whatever is happening in your life.]
-Haha! well..learn to trust God from now~

Here is the web site:

[ http://www.konghee.com/www/2009/11/when-bad-things-happen-to-good-people/#more-4363 ]

Finally done my sermon. sent it to waikok ady. Hopefully my sermon can pass..

be Happy~^^

*To be happy is a choice, is a decision.*

sorry..but appreciate~

To Mummy: sorry because cant even go to meet you..
was having clt test..hmmm..recently i am so so so busy~
u came yesterday to attend dinner.. brought my things to me too..but i just no time to find you 2day!
felt bad..and cried..not because u ignore me, not because you hang up the phones, but because i upset you..i know you are angry..and maybe disappointed?because you packed all my things at home,purposely go and buy the shampoo,coffee..etc i want before the day u come, but in the end, u bring back all the things. [hmm..i feel bad..]
I talked to Shirley..cant really talk properly just now. She thought the test is too tough ady,tats y i feel sad..haha. [ thanks Shirley..u hug me make me cry non-stop. Although just few minutes, but u really 100% concentrate and listen to me..-always^^]
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I m fine now..will send a msg and say sorry to mummy..No matter what happened, i know that it is all because you love me so much..! thank you, mummy..and sorry..
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CLT paper test is finally over! wow..12 lessons altogether 480 marks..each paper 40 marks and passing mark is 20m..I want to pass all the 12 papers~~~~ [ when the result will be release?? ]
next week.. PREACHING Test! well..my sermon still on the way..i am super ganjeong~
I really have to do my best! i don't want to disappoint myself,leaders,and also God la..Jiayou Jiayou~ [ i know i can do all things through Christ who strengthens me! ]
2 more assignments,2 more presentation+hard copy to go this week..I want to push my ceilings, strecthed my capacity, stop procrastinating......[ i will never be the same again,it's time to make a decision and move on. ]
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I have a wish...
i wish to join my CLT graduation.[on 26th Dec] really really really..wish to graduate!
work hard for it, i don't wish to find bro,sis to help me get my certificate..i wish i will be there! i wish my mum..my dad..my family will be there too!
but,family trip to Desaru on 25-27th Dec..
[ God, i believe the best is yet to come..u know what is the best for me, and although the thing seems not nice,and i don't like too, but still, i will do it,i will follow you..]
''Aza aza fighting''..You are there,Hope is always there..